Another Wonderful Day In Paradise

     i find myself waking from a dream, no more like a nightmare. it seems i have been living in it for the past few months. maybe it is time i awaken from it and face reality. i new friend of mine told me a few days ago that love is worth fighting for. i truly believe that but i don't have much fight left in me. it also appears that the universe has seen fit to keep us apart. every obstacle we seem to come across and find a way past it two more pops up just around the corner. get past that and then it is four more waiting for us.
     state law prohibits a parent, if both live in that state, from moving out of said sate with a child until it reaches a certain age. with that age being eighteen. which is strange because at that age it is no longer a child but is an adult. unless both parents agree to let the other leave. which in our case would never happen. this would have to cause me to move away from my home just to be with the one i love. i would do so in a heart beat even though i would always be a marked man and constantly having to look over my shoulder. i would still do it in a heartbeat. 
     doing this would also cause her to be alienated from certain family members of hers which i don't think i could live with myself for causing such pain on her. all this and not including all the other obstacles along the way that we are sure to face. it is almost an impossible fight to win with numerous casualties along the way to add to it. all that and if asked i would do in a heartbeat. nothing worth fighting for is worth having i guess and i would fight to my last breathe if asked to. so here is a thought for the day...ask yourself this, would you take on the entire universe to be with the one you love? even if for a brief moment? 
     if asked to yes in a heartbeat...if i am not asked then i will awake from this dream and into this nightmare we call reality. such is life i suppose.