i am done, throwing in the towel, recalling the troops from this battle field thingy called love. after spending some time talking to her husband, YES, HUSBAND i can't take the drama of the whole ordeal. so from here on out no more talking about her or things that are happening between us because there will be nothing to say. i am feeling very used right now and i am a little hurt by this and pissed. i am not going to contact her, email her, message her, or post things for only her to see. i can't keep doing this to myself. if by some impossible chance things don't work out between them then maybe i will talk to her. but the truth be told she probably never wanted to leave him or she would have way before now. i am just sad that it had to come down to this. do i believe what she has told me?.....yes. but what did she leave out? do i believe what he told me?....fuck no, at least not all of it. see nothing but unneeded drama. i hope she gets the help she needs and i wish her all the best of luck and hope she will someday be able to be happy again. i am sorry for all the chaos and pain i have caused but i also suffered plenty of pain and sorrow myself. more than i could ever have imagined. good luck finding the help that you need i really do mean that. all you have to do is ask for it.