Friday, July 27

no more

     i do believe there are some people out there that are intelligent and has common sense but if you ask or tell them in a certain way they'll walk right off a fucking cliff. people are who they are and if they have been the same in there ways for forty years, chances are they'll be that way for the next forty years. especially if they are a type of person that will stab someone in the back and then convince them you did it. just to get what they want from them. it is so mind numbingly irritating to show a person just how bad they are being used and manipulated and at times screwed with just to be doing it, knowing it's being done to them, and still don't care enough about themselves to make it stop. i have watched this being done to someone this entire year and yet they really believe they are going to change and the rest of their life be a fairy tale of a story.
     this is train wreck that is  going to happen right on top of them. the crossing guards are down, lights flashing, and the dingers a dinging. the trains horn is blasting out wide open. they are even standing on the tracks looking straight at it and still think they wont get hit by it. you have been screaming at them to move but they pay you no attention. i do hope you have really thought about what it is you are fixing to do. i mean think about every what if's too because once you commit to the decision to stay on those train tracks you won't have anyone there to pull you off of them and save you.
     you have been getting played from the start and you know it. what makes you believe anything is going to change now? because he's still playing you. do you care that little about yourself? or have you just been totally brainwashed from being isolated by him this whole time making you go nuts? i care about you and every time he has played you i told you he was and i have been right every time so far. try  to listen to what I'm about to say to you OK? ..... he is playing you again!!!!! don't fall for the sweet charming act he's putting on. he is trying to make you have feelings for him again and once you do you'll be so attached to him it's over. you won't even realize it. one day it'll hit you how big of a mistake you have made. I'm not stupid. the advice i give is always good advice because i take the time to think about it before i offer it to someone. so why the fuck won't anyone listen or at least take it into consideration. you're being played. you're being played. you're being played. i will offer my advice no more