a hard decision was made yesterday. i realized i have to move on. life is short and getting shorter everyday. i much as i hate to i have to accept that if is meant to be it'll happen and if not then it wasn't meant to be. i have enough problems to work out as it is. on a brighter note, there maybe a possible commission to do some artwork. i haven't gotten all the details yet but i may be looking at actually getting it printed. which means more than one to be sold....woo hoo!!! it won't be easy. i see many, many hours involved in to produce the artwork. at least I've got enough free time on my hands now lol.