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     i sit and stare at her picture for hours at a time. it the only thing that seems to comfort my need to talk to her. to go from chatting hours and hours on end to absolutely no contact what so ever can destroy you. she has thiss one picture that i am drawn to. she thinks its her worst one but it appears to be the one she seems truely happy in. this is hard.
     most people walk through life and find love. some even can make it last. but how many of you fimds your soul mate? this girl has to be mine. it had gotten to the point we would say the same things at the same time. we thought the same. when she was in pain i fealt it. when she was sad i was as well. jsut to see "gd morning" pop up on this screen made my entire day worth living.
      i am not a very religious person but today i actually prayed for her to have the strength to be able to do what she needs to in her life to be happy. i dont know why i did this. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder....well then they should try this. every minute that passes breaks my heart a little more. i have been in love before and the feelings were not mutual. that itself is extremely hard, but nothing compared to both us feeling the same but are kept away from each other. i am here romeo and she is my juliet. just hope we will be together soon. miss her.