unbelievable. I've always heard love will make you do strange things but this is just unexplainable. being unable to communicate at all with that certain someone, i find myself sitting here almost all day. feeling that knot in the bottom of my belly. you know the one you get right before the butterflies start flapping there wings.enough of this crap. i know she can't/won't contact me any time soon. so i decided to say the hell with it all. i am starving.
recently having a bout with gall stones, I've been eating healthy and taking better care of myself(for her). today i decided to run to the super market and pick out the biggest, thickest, and most expensive steak they had. oh yeah! ran down the isle where the charcoal is and grabbed a bag of kingsford and proceeded to get a few more necessities. all the while hearing a voice in the back of my head. "you can't have that. you have to take care of yourself". urrrggghh!!! be quiet back there. I'm a man i can do what ever i want.
finally after waiting in line for the "idiots" that always seem to be there checked out. hopped the car and made my way back home. can't wait, ripped straight into the package and took a giant whiff catching that great aroma of fresh red meat. grabbed the seasoning from the cupboard and seasoned it to perfection
uh oh, the suns starting to go down. better hurry. who cares if it's only 36 degrees out. I'm a man and I'd grill no matter what the temperature. "you can't have that. you have to take care of yourself". ahhhh quit nagging me. i ripped open the bag of briquettes and poured them on. piled them up like a pyramid and reached for the lighter fluid and.............FUCK!!!! how the hell could she have done that? forgot the fucking LIGHTER FLUID!!!!! I'm beginning to hate yogurt but at least I'm taking care of myself. it's unbelievable how love can mess with your head but she's right so i ate healthy. hahahah miss you girl.
at least i saw this video that made me laugh. enjoy.
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